You know that feeling, when you're in your dreams and suddenly you slip, then fall and... That's where you wake up: no pain, just your heart racing and your body still feeling the air pouring from below, as if you're still falling into nowhere.
Lately I'm having this dreams more often. And what's even more strange: this very same feeling is sometimes following me to the real world. And that's reaaaaally weird...
The last time it happened like this: I accidentally bumped some bananas off the table... The thing is, while I haven't seen the bananas themself, I thought it was a vase... and somehow as it fell I felt as if it was me, who was falling, not the vase or bananas. The whole thing lasted less than a second.
Really weird sensation. Wonder if it's just a way for stress to show up >__O After all, there are a lot of new reasons for that =w= One of which seems eternal... I wonder if I improve my drawing skills, I wonder how can I improve'em faster. There are lots of guys way ahead of me and I intend not just to catch up, but get ahead of them. Right now it sounds foolish and unrealistic, but one step at a time... one step at a time. It seemed very unrealistic to get my drawings even to this level at the begining.